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So I just launched my website. It was made with iWeb, but I plan on doing one in Dreamweaver before too long.
A little while ago I was talking with one of my friends about Midtown and coming sometime to which he responded, "Yea, I need church in my life." The comment passed by my consciousness at that moment. It resurfaced a little bit later when I was thinking on who knows what.
There are times when it is easier and safer to be lazy. Lots of times. The thing is when it comes to being missional with the gospel we can't afford to take the easy way. It is sinful for us to be content with just having the people around us going to heaven. It sounds terrible when you say that it appears OK with lots of people that the people all around them are going to Hell, and they would rather play Guitar Hero with the family. Family time isn't bad. It is great. The thing is family time (and God time) is supposed to refuel us and encourage us to go get more people to join the family.
On the way to Midtown Family Vacation, we were instructed to play this game called "Hot Seat," which basically is getting asked a lot of questions. Somehow my session equalled deep stuff quick, and the topic of a calling was brought up. It's weird I have been thinking about callings a lot lately and in different ways. I pretty much said that I have no idea what my calling is right now and I'm trying to seek it out and be obedient with it, but that I did want to live in Seattle for an extended period of time at some point (preferably after college).
this is an open invitation to anyone. i want to go get coffee with you and learn about who you are. let me know.
- do college. keep up. learn.
- take a road trip. wherever. go for at least one week.
- blog for you and your thoughts. people reading it shouldn't matter.
- get a job. keep said job.
- sabbath. but not the lazy day sabbath. the spend your day with God sabbath.
- silence and solitude. put into practice.
- take pictures. they are memories. friends, scenic stuff, artistic, who cares. do it.
- save money.
- save money for nice camera.
- tithe when you get said job.
- seek humility.
- pursue freshman year friends.
- disciple.
- details are good. but don't overdue it.
- read two books a month. absorb.
- be honest.
- pray lots. its a fallacy to think you can do it on your own.
- learn to play racquet ball.
- maintain a clean room.
- memorize a verse a week. you've tried to do more and failed. start slow.
- read the new testament in it's entirety.
- write notes and quotes and anything else.
- go to art/photography exhibits. love creativity.
- don't live on the internet. real people = real relationships.
- be a servant. don't be bitter about it.
- spend less.
- don't capitalize as much. you like how lowercase looks.
- write.
So from randomly playing on the internet (Thank you Joshua Blankenship) I have found a blog I enjoy. Here is a sample post.
Day 10 Fort Wayne, I am resolved.

• Read everything you can. Fiction. Biographies. Articles. Non-Fiction. Screenplays. Poetry. Grab it all as if it won’t be here tomorrow, though it likely will.
• Begin to build an extensive library of primarily used books. Collect more art and photography books as well. Organize them by color schemes, autobiographically, or chronologically. Enjoy the organizational process.
• Stay on schedule with the reading schedule in the syllabus of each class. Do your notes. Do not, I repeat, do not fall behind and then be forced to spend an entire week at the end of the semester catching up on 100’s of pages of reading and notes. You’ll learn more if you stay on track.
• Drink more water. Drink less Coca-Cola Classic. Take your Nalgene bottle with you when you leave the house.
• Keep a clean room. Living in a clean space is a healthy practice.
• Attempt to write down one main thought or idea from each day in your Moleskine. Maybe it’s only a word. Maybe a complete thought. This will be interesting to look at at the end of each month and at the end of the year.
• Keep adding quotes to your digital Post-It notes on your desktop. Readdress them regularly.
• Switch from a digital calendar to analogue. Maybe this one. Pen and paper are so much more faithful than a computer. They are always there, whether electricity is or not.
• Eat at home much, much more. Plan a weekly or bi-weekly food budget, go to Trader Joe’s, buy the food, and quit eating out so much. You can’t afford to eat at Chipotle 4 times a week.
• Eat at Chipotle every week.
• Explore more of the Pacific Northwest. Go camping in the Cascades and the Olympics. Discover for yourself Oregon, Washington, and Canada. Take trips with friends and take your time.
• Learn to hold the Scriptures well. Don’t succumb to the lie that you must read large amounts of it every day. Take in as little or as much as you like.
• Keep blogging because you love to write and create. Don’t let it be something it shouldn’t. Find inspiration in others and pass it on.
• Let prayer find its place in your day. There is space for it.
• Go to the movie theater as much as you can afford. Find truth in everything. Be moved by story.
• Remember that you’re going to be ok.
• Go to Scotland in May. Learn between now and then how to photograph a wedding, ignore most of it, and then shoot it the way you want to. Portray beauty without the cliché. Tell the story without words.
• Do not let your Macintosh, iPod, Nikon, lenses, and textbooks get stolen out of the front seat of your friend’s car.
• Be honest in your therapy sessions. Try not to plan out how the hour will go beforehand. Let it happen as it should.
• Remember that you are not in control.
• Take more Polaroids.
• Shoot more film. Let the authenticity run through your veins.
• Learn how to memorize parts of the Scriptures. It’s value is immeasurable. Don’t memorize it to throw it at people, because after you throw it at them you’ll probably throw up a little, and they will be angry and disgusted. Rather, memorize it to transform your soul. Let the truths sink in.
• Go running at the very least every week. Do it as often as you can.
• Continue to do your best at understanding light. Capturing it in a camera is a beautiful process.
• Interpret more. Go to more small gallery showings. Don’t just go to see photography. Explore other forms of art.
• Learn to cook. You can’t eat pasta every single evening. Well, you can, but you shouldn’t. Plus, you will be more likely to get a date if you can cook. Girls like that.
• Go on at least 3 dates. This may seem to be a low number, but let’s set low, attainable standards. Happiness will ensue.
• Start a series of photographs of furniture in odd, abandoned places. Use photoshop less and less. Set up your shots with care and be mindful of your exposures.
• Set up an online portfolio, both to show your work and to sell large prints to help with tuition.
• Put your cape back on.
• Meet Jake, Maggie, and Dylan Camara in person. Don’t let Dylan talk down to you about your love of all things Wendy’s and fast food. You’re 24. He’s 2. You can take him.
• Do not spend most of your time in class browsing the internet. Listen to your professors and fellow classmates. You’ll learn more from them than from blogs and social networks.
• Listen well. Be present in your conversations.
• If you can, find a Hasselblad 500cm at a thrift store. Or find someone who has one and doesn’t want it. Then find out what you can do for them to obtain the camera without paying $1000. Maybe use newly learned cooking skills.
• Find space to breathe. Slow down. Rest. Wait. And hope.
• Create. Create. Create.
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There is this new survey out that pretty much says that 75% of Americans that haven't been to church in the last 6 months think that it is full of hypocrites and feel that church has swayed more towards organized religion than a relationship with God.
So in honor of having Wednesdays and Fridays off from school entirely, and choosing Mondays as my sabbath day, I plan on reading a lot of books that I haven't gotten to yet. Here is the rough schedule of books (starting with the one I am on) and a brief description.
- The Pursuit of God - AW Tozer - It is pretty much AW being like "Wake up. God is here and pursuing Him is your choice so freakin' do it." I'm almost done and I would recommend it to anyone.
- Velvet Elvis - Rob Bell - Going to read this one because no one can shut up about it.
- The Great Divorce - CS Lewis - Because CS Lewis is the jam and allegories are pretty sweet.
- The Pursuit of Man - AW Tozer - The Toz man bringing it back one more time from the other perspective. (I need to borrow this from someone)
- The Ragamuffin Gospel - Brennen Manning - It is pretty much about accepting grace, because it is hard to practically realize that it is something that is unearned.
- The World: Playground or Battleground? - AW Tozer - Talks about our perception of the world and how we view it as essential to how we act.
- Whatever else I want to.